a new year thing

ok, this is really belated but i wanted to put this down in words.. because using when you announce things, it becomes more real, more decided, perhaps clearer, and you feel like you have to actually do it instead of just saying you'll do it.. so here goes.
ok so first i heard from someone that like organisations, companies, etc, we should evaluate and assess what we've achieved for the past year.. to strive for improvement in the coming year.. so this is what i achieved in the past year:
1. neglecting God
2. neglecting my family
3. neglecting my friends
and i'm not even mentioning getting so busy that i'm so tired and cranky everyday..

for this year, i want to change all these.. so obviously i need more time to start with.. so my first step would be.. to quit climbing! not that i'm really excited about quitting.. cuz i kinda like climbing actually.. and also it's my only source of exercise.. and there's no turning back cuz if i quit they'll never take me back.. and i'll probably be too lazy to go climb on my own since there's no one to go climb with anyway.. wasn't especially close to any of my climbing team mates to start with.. so yup.. my captain msged to ask if i'm still climbing cuz i haven't shown my face in a long time.. and haven't replied her yet.. cuz i don't know how i should lehh..
be determined! msg her now! ... ... ok there! i did it!
no regrets (just lessons learnt) ok.. anyway, i think if i feel like i did the wrong thing in the future, i should know that as of now, this is one of the things i can do that would be a good decision..
ha.. okay.. so this year, i'm also going to study the bible more, study more in general.. and spend more time with family and friends.. and also do more things that i enjoy.. i'm just tired of being busy all day.. i'm jealous of people who are so free and can slack around all day!
ok, now for the superficial part! i'm a grey's junkie! argh! give me season 4 now!! gimme gimme gimme!! haha.. the scriptwriters still having strike! annoying..