to greener pastures

i have moved.

cny cyn

cny is an annual dreadful event.. i think most younger people feel that these days.. all these, of course, with the exception of food and money.. other than that, it's meeting relatives that i see only once a year (once being cny la).. it's really painful and awkward sometimes.. unless they leave me to sit in a corner and watch tv la.. i just want to eat up all the ba gua in the world!
i'd rather have my friday's 10am-4pm lecture than go visiting.. okay i'm crazy..

still a pig

i was 45mins late for my tutorial this morning.. or probably i should say yesterday morning..
and, my dear arts fac friends, my tutorial's one hour long only.. so.. basically when i went in, he was ending the tutorial..
i'm really a pig can.. i cannot, for my life, hear the stupid alarm.. even those annoying like nobody's business kind.. i think i have a problem here..
well, tomorrow i'm going to climb with oac.. actually i think i'll be belaying more than climbing.. can't decide whether i feel like climbing.. i miss the wall.. but at this rate i think i'll be too tired and strengthless to climb anyway.. hope i don't get anyone killed then..
tired tired.. but i've got many ideas now! so quite excited! nothing of which to do with schoolwork though.. i hate being year 2..
wanted to put a retarded picture.. but decided not to aggravate things concerning the unglam photo war any further.. lest i throw face.. but just a sidenote, ajooma, you got more unglam photos than me lor.. but i will shut up now.. anyway the previous photo you look like me ma.. so i really think we're not unglam.. we're really equally pretty.. hahaha..

in the still of the night

have i ever mentioned how much i hate stats?

well, i hate stats!

and i'm stuck doing stupid stats tutorial that i'm practically not doing cuz i don't know how to do it! i was never ever good at stats.. always failed paper 2 of maths c (or mathematics 9233 or whatever.. basically jc maths).. because it's the stats part of the exam..

i think stats is like not worthy to be part of maths can?! when i'm all proud of myself that i can do maths, suddenly stats comes along and smacks me into the drain! angry la!

really really damn sian can.. probably giving up and going to sleep already.. then decided to come here to rant abit first.. i think it's not too healthy to sleep while being frustrated..


anyway, i was looking at OC photos today! really funny can?! esp those from the comm retreat at pangkor.. all the retarded facial expressions.. i just laughed out loud in my room can.. and i only thought watching shows would make me laugh out loud..

shun and ajooma! if you 2 don't dare to upload this photo then i will!! hahahaha! it's hilarious.. don't know what we were up to.. something about a faulty camera and repeated jumps.. hahaha.. anyway.. think i'm going to sleep already la.. almost 3.30am.. not very good for my complexion.. yes, i totally want to act like a bimbo.. typing will so break my nails can.. *flicks hair*

hahaha.. ok goodnight!

and the fruits of the Spirit are..

i really have a free day on thurs now! with all the stupid balloting crap, and me almost losing my only free day of my ENTIRE uni life, i finally 'forced' lecturer to let me change tutorial slots.. i really think people should start standing up for things that they want of things that they believe in.. if only NUS ctudents would stand united against CORS and balloting, the world would be a much more beautiful place..

anyhow, i've resolved to now be so angsty anymore.. so no more calling me angsty.. in fact, no more calling anything (except my name, and words like pretty and smart).. cuz i really hate it when people think they know me and say things about me as if they know better.. if i could say something to them, it would be 'whatever la, you're not me!'.. and it's true, cuz only I'M me.. and i'm sounding angsty again.. but isn't it infuriating?!

anyway, i'm working towards LOVE, JOY, PEACE.. start with the first 3 of the list.. if you LOVE people, you don't get angry so often.. if you have JOY, there's no need to be angry.. and if you stop being angry, you'll have PEACE within yourself..

LOVE

JOY

PEACE

this is me and baby anna.. can't help but feel happy when i see this picture.. cuz i love babies.. they're so cute and make me want to hug them everytime.. (:

my hair is messy like siao za bo! rarrrr!!

my really 'good' friend

btw, did i ever tell you all..? murphy is so totally in love with me.. and i hate him!
do you know those times like:
of all days for the stupid printer to not work, it must be the day you want to print something..
or
all the buses in the world coming but not the one you're waiting for..
or
having so much space and still bumping into something anyway..
or
queueing for something, and it's sold out just as it's your turn..

if you don't know, you can shut up too.. seriously!
i can name so many more situations.. like maybe, of all photos of you to choose from, they had to choose the ugliest one..
really annoying murphy is.. i can never expect a day when nothing goes wrong.. needless to say, i'll never win a lucky draw.. in fact, if i had to draw a prize, i'd pick the worst one..
somehow, these things just happen to me at a higher frenquncy than others..
seriously. i hate murphy with a passion.
go away murphy!

side-steps and drop-knees

i miss climbing..
do i regret quitting?
hmmm.. not often i guess..
i obviously have more time on my hands now.. it's really no wonder i miss it.. i guess if i were still training i would still dread it.. as always..
but still i'm kinda itching for a climb!

my person

initially i wanted to write about my horrible lecture-filled tuesdays.. but i'm not now.. because i realised that i only wanted to cuz i hadn't had a chance to tell my person about my day yet and i had to have an outlet for it.. but now that ive told my person, i don't feel the need to anymore.. and maybe that's why i dont blog much in the first place.. cuz i just tell things to my person :)
and if you don't know what a 'person' is, go watch grey's.. i love grey's! stop the strikes!
i prefer grey's to one tree hill, ethel.. i think cuz it's more sciencey and mediciney.. but i'm not saying i dont like oth either! and you're right, jaime's sooo cute la! :)