i haven't written in such a long time.. and now, when i need to study for exams, here i am!! everyone reading this should just slap me!! my ankle's doing better.. my studies are so definitely not!

i'm sick of not being able to walk.. everyone, please cherish your ability to walk.. even going to the toilet is a chore.. i can't go climbing anymore.. not in the next month at least.. don't even know whether i can go cable skiing after the exams.. i can't even sit upright for long cuz i have to elevate my leg.. and it feels so uncomfortable that my attention span is almost like that of a child's.. so i can't study.. i can barely even go to bathe on my own.. (i shall attempt that later since ethel's not here to help)

i can walk on crutches quite well now though.. walk fowards, backwards, sideways, upstairs, downstairs, upslope, downslope, on slippery ground.. and i've taken the internal shuttle, and public buses.. open doors, talk on the phone while walking, washing my face and brushing my teeth while balancing on one leg.. holding some stuff while walking.. i can't wave and walk at the same time though.. i should practise..

and since ethel's probably the only one in hall who will read this, thanks for helping me about my daily activities.. and for the yummy mash potato that is making me fat..

it has been 3 weeks.. my left leg is horribly flabby now.. and it's observably smaller than my right leg.. so i'm starting to put weight on my left leg before it becomes a stick with rubber around it.. i can stand now!! (: and i can walk a little.. finally.. but i guess i still won't be doing any sports anytime soon..