i've been wanting to blog since sat but i've been just too tired..

anyway.. this is what happened.. i actually had a very exciting long weekend..

on fri, vesak day as you all know, i received a msg from pris telling me that the guitar juniors (year2s) were going to east coast to blade and cycle that afternoon.. quite last minute.. but i seized the opportunity to exercise!! and.. umm.. see my juniors..? didn't think i'll be seeing them this soon.. so i went.. along with 4 other year 3s.. pris, bryce, justin and darren.. i tell you! my juniors are *sigh*.. got nothing to say.. they were like 2 hours late.. some even 3 hours.. the poor seniors (us) had to wait.. i could have done some productive shopping okay.. anyway.. we were all being really calm (i think age is getting on) and we didn't really harp on it or anything.. then when most of them arrived, we went to do our exercise.. btw, before that i went to parkway to print my photos!! i'm so excited.. just bought a pretty album today and put all of them in.. yay!! after that we decided to go for dinner.. i tell you!! my juniors are *sigh*.. i got nothing to say again.. imagine this scene.. everyone's standing around.. there's a volleyball in someone's hands..

juniorA: eh! where you want to eat..?

juniorB: here got steamboat leh.. we go eat steamboat okay..?

everyone continues standing around..

juniorC hits the volleyball to me and i hit it to someone else..

the next thing i know, the guy gathered in a circle to play volleyball and the girl went to walk by the seaside..

whatever right..

well.. after much hanging around.. we left for dinner at parkway.. for those of you who remembers the food court there, we took up the whole big square table.. come to think of it, my juniors are quite an indecisive bunch.. after dinner we hung around the entrance of parkway at the fountain.. taking photos and asking each other where we should go.. but nobody's answering and everyone's asking.. so we were like just hanging around talking.. finally a group decided to go to great world city to play pool..? i thought it was madness.. like hello..? that's like in tiong bahru or something.. meanwhile, the other juniors when planning on staying over at valenie's house and they asked if i want to.. and for some strange reason, i spontaneously agreed though i had already told myself earlier that i had to go home to sleep cuz it's healthier.. i think i'm mad.. anyway.. then we went to play pool nearby.. me, valenie, adeline, natt, johnny, edwin, wayne, mun fong.. the guys were all pros.. can't stand it.. the 3 of us girls just fooled around.. hahaha.. we caught the last bus to val's house and the guys started playing puzzle fighters on PSII.. until everyone freshened up.. then we went upstairs to the rooms to find a vcd to watch.. val's bro is too rich.. he has a whole big box of vcds that he bought and watched once or twice and then dumped aside.. we emptied the box on to the queen size mattress and it.. err.. covered the whole mattress.. i borrowed like 20 home to watch.. and we decided to watch my girl since natt was thai and it would be nice tthat he would be able to understand it without reading the subtitles.. anyway he says that they use alot of vulgarities in it even though it's not in the subtitles..

well, basically, i didn't sleep the whole night.. so i was so tired.. and even went shopping the next day, only to reach home at about 11.. and then sorting my photos out in chronological order and then going to sleep.. oh.. on my way home that morning, i met mab on the bus.. i was in a daze and was about pass her when i heard my name.. i was like huh and i turned and saw her!! so coincidental.. but that's not all.. after that.. on my way to go shopping i saw de at the mrt.. so so coincidental.. anyway.. i couldn't find the jacket i wanted.. but nevermind, i'm over it.. haha..

i managed to catch 8 hours of sleep before waking up to go to church.. and i even went shopping again after church.. came home so tired.. had very very fattening choc cake for a mother's day celebration and went to sleep quite late i think.. i'm sleepy to remember..

charming..? not really.. not anymore.. (:

today i went shopping again.. needed to indulge in some retail therapy.. but also cuz i wanted to find a photo album and check out some stuff about the church camp shirt which is getting really frustrating and i'm not even in charge.. come to think of it, i hate being in charge of things.. i think i'm too easily stressed up.. which is so not a good thing.. argh! i chanced upon someone.. actually i don't know what to think.. but i think i'm feeling quite fine now.. there are many things on my mind.. and one large thing seems to be sinking in and i think i may be able to accept it willingly in the near future..

i was disappointed today.. building up your expectations and looking forward to it only to find that it doesn't happen and that it's so uncertain whether it'll ever happen anymore..