i haven't been online for ages..

sorry mab, ly, kel, and maybe joyce cuz i kinda pang seh-ed you all on friday.. haha.. don't know whether you all still met up in the end..

anyway.. on friday i was at the esplanade watching /listening to RiverMaya and EIC play.. i thought RiverMaya was not bad.. (leeling if you read this.. *hinthint*) EIC was not as good.. but i have to admit i like that indian guy.. hahaha.. he's quite cute la.. (:

the whole place was packed with filippinos who were supporting RiverMaya like crazy.. and when the band conversed with the crowd in tagalog.. it felt like they shared a special bond in a foreign country.. it felt good, even though i couldn't understand a thing.. and it also made me wonder.. if a singaporean band played in a foreign land, would singaporeans there rush to support..? and also, i think it's quite sad that we wouldn't have a special language between ourselves la.. even singlish wouldn't be good enough.. cuz basically, it's still english..

anyway.. in the sea of people.. guess who i saw..? marianne! haven't seen her in like ten thousand years can.. haha..

so sian that i'm going to work tomorrow.. actually.. also don't know whether i'm sian.. i feel differently towards it at different times of the day.. and ethel's going to kill me cuz i'm being so indecisive.. haha.. i'm so easily swayed by what others tell me.. i wanted to quit when ethel said 'just quit'.. then anna said 'think carefully' then i was unsure.. then my colleagues were so nice to me.. so i wanted to stay.. then my boss is going to leave.. i felt like leaving with him.. i told my mum about it.. she told me to stay on since my contract is ending soon (one month to her is soon).. i'm feeling happier generally today.. so i feel like i can tahan for one month more.. i'll bet tomorrow when i wake up to go to work i'll feeling like dying.. and all i'd want to do is stay at home and slack.. i need more time to decide..

and mab, i want to do our scripts too..