my student cancelled tuition again!!! argh! if she cancels, i can't work.. if i can't work, i don't get money! i'm so irritated.. why can't she be a normal student and just have tuition every week.. and also, just to add, stop changing the day and time we have tuition.. i know i wanted something flexible.. but not like this..
typing on my keyboard feels weird.. i feel as if i'm typing on a typewriter.. cuz i've got to press the keys so 'deep'.. at work, i use a laptop.. so the keys are very 'shallow'..
i realised everyone seems so busy.. and me, though i have a job.. i still seem so free.. but i don't think i am.. i'm just bored so i'm deceived into thinking that i'm free.. makes sense right..
anyway.. my lesson today went quite okay.. upper primary kids are so so so so so noisy.. i can't get them to shut up.. and i can't even get them to sit still.. but the funny thing is that when i was like about 3 quarters through my lesson.. they were actually quiet, and sitting still.. and they seemed to be listening to me.. weird huh.. maybe they just took some time to settle down.. did you realise that too, charm..? but toward the end, it was chaos once again.. and when you ask them questions.. they come up with all sorts of funny (not ha-ha funny, but don't-try-to-be-funny funny) answers.. and i don't even know how to respond.. so i just roll my eyes and 'ya.. okay..'.. and carry on talking.. haha.. wel.. next sunday will be another exciting one! i hope..
anyway.. i was just reading a certain someone's blog about valentine's day and how it's a day to appreciate the people you love.. but i so beg to differ.. appreciating people should be an everyday thing, not just an oh-it's-vday-so-let's-celebrate day.. of course you can choose to make vday an extra special day.. but anyday can be a special day.. appreciating someone shouldn't be so 'arranged'.. shouldn't it come naturally if the appreciation is sincere..? anyway.. i feel that the whole vday thing is just so blown up so that shops have an excuse to jack up the prices of flowers and chocs and whatever they can package into red boxes with hearts on it.. and although my date with ethel fell on vday.. anyday with her is a special day! see what you've missed out on, anna!
hahahahahahaha.. cyn's gone mad!